Finally after two months of on going stress of trying to buy a house, we are going to move. We close on the house this Wednesday the 7th. To say we are excited is an understatement. We have fully packed three rooms. Aside from supplies that we will need while we are in the moving process almost everything small as been packed. I will start cleaning ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I have been on here. I just can't seem to shake the deep depression and don't seem to enjoy the things that I normally do...aka depression. I feel that even though I don't have a lot of readers on here, me writing about my depression is not interesting and I just have no reason or care to read about later.

Got groceries ( Read more... )

Ugh this time change...I dont like it! Been awake since 6 but can't keep my shit together, just wanted to lay around all day. So lazy. Pretty much that way all day. Kids played games for the first half of the day and then we went to the park for about an hour. Dinner is spaghetti and garlic bread.

Bad news is that with the house there is a floor ( Read more... )

Well it's been a week here. Didn't do a whole lot of anything really. Watched a few Hallmark movies ( So cheesy), played a golf game on the PS5, cleaned, cooked, parented, slept, ate a TON. Yep just another week and I am so glad it's the weekend, where my family is home with me. We plan on watching A Nightmare Before Christmas when Jashen gets here ( Read more... )

Well kids left early yesterday morning to go to their dads for Halloween. They were beyond excited even though Kiera had a pretty crappy mood first thing in the morning, surprisingly Jesse was in a GREAT mood and even got to play some video games while waiting for their dad.

Last night Jashen and I just hung around the house and played video games ( Read more... )

I have NOT been feeling very well at all lately, my depression is terrible, I have no drive to do anything but just sit here and stare off into space or scroll mindlessly on my phone. The things that typically bring me joy have just seemed like a daunting task. Even writing on here, even though I do find the time to comment on others journals. I ( Read more... )

I took the kids to school this morning and went back to bed for an hour and a half, as I had a small headache above my right eye and was so cold. It was 30 degrees when we got up this morning. I am NOT ready for the cold in the least. I would be happy if the weather stayed in the 60s and 70s all year round.

Today I managed to get tomorrows grocery ( Read more... )

Today was just one of those days for me where I woke up on the wrong side of the bed super grumpy and very tired. I kept the kids quiet while Jashen slept in. When he woke up, I was a bad mom and put the kids on video games and went back to bed. Jashen and the kids let me sleep until noon, apparently I needed it because I felt rested and less ( Read more... )

I slept in until 7:30 this morning, which doesn't seem too late, but considering I am usually awake at 6 most morning it felt nice. We really haven't been up to much today, a little house work got done and a quick trip to Walmart. Jashen is currently working on the washing machine it's not wanting to wring out the clothing. I got a few boxes packed ( Read more... )

The house inspections came back with stuff that needs to be fixed, things that we were aware of. The only "bad" one is that there is mold growing under the house. Not black mold but mold none the less. USDA requires it be treated. Now the question is whether it needs to be done professionally or if it can be done by an individual. The inspector ( Read more... )