Depression
I have NOT been feeling very well at all lately, my depression is terrible, I have no drive to do anything but just sit here and stare off into space or scroll mindlessly on my phone. The things that typically bring me joy have just seemed like a daunting task. Even writing on here, even though I do find the time to comment on others journals. I hate this doom and gloom feeling.
Last weekend was a great weekend though. I had all three kids home. We went and got our family photos taken, we laughed so much. Of course my kids and I are not photogenic and Jashen has a killer smile, so the photographer said Jashen won the smile award, ha! After that we went out to a lunch at a mexican resteraunt, the food was so good. Then we spent the rest of the weekend playing games, we spent a lot of time laughing. It was nice that even the teenager partook of the games too. I cried when she had to go home.
Still waiting on the sellers to get back with us in the home repairs. Praying that they agree to do them or allow us to make some of the repairs. Waiting is stressing me out and not helping my depression either.
Ugh....its just one of those days for me, I feel negative even though today is the first day I haven't gone back to bed after taking kids to school. I do have to got to the post office and then get groceries. Kids will be gone for a four day weekend to their dads this Friday have no idea what to do with the free time just Jashen and I !