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Alfio’s back
Coming back soon...!!!
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The Universe Must Have My Back
Apparently it was better not to trust anyone.
I thought sharing opinions among colleagues was a way to make new friends and build solid friendships, but in reality, it was not like that... AT ALL.
I felt a strong need to express my way of feeling bad everyday constantly: you could call me an attention whore, but this guy always needs to let it all ( Read more... ) -
Outcast
Someone once said that prejudice is a burden that confuses the past, threatens the future and renders the present inaccessible, but it was hard for me to process who would ever choose to find what I found. I did think people here were different: no prejudice, no assholes at all. I was wrong. It looked like I was a kind of outcast among my ( Read more... ) -
Choice Vs. Chance
In an environment where everyone was playing the role of judge and jury, the only way to survive was to assert some kind of independence. But how would I do that? If I was being honest with myself, my day was off to an unfortunately typical Alfio Scuderi start. But shouldn’t the universe at some point find a new ass to wedgie? I was writing down ( Read more... ) -
Seeing Alfio
Somewhere along the way, I was trying so hard to fit in that I lost myself. New Alfio was more visible, but I couldn’t see Old Alfio in him anymore. Nothing but a warm welcome to 2019.
I had realized nothing was going as I expected to. I'll just give a very bad but meaningful example: I wanted to upgrade from an iPhone SE to an iPhone 7 Plus. I ( Read more... ) -
Bittersweet (More Bitter) Christmas
There was a special smell in the air, I could hear kids laughing and people reuniting after ages: it was Christmas' eve. This day had always been like embracing a breeze for me! My mom running in order to get all it took to prepare the dinner, my grandma cooking my favorite dishes and my cousins fighting with each other. A big chaos, you'd think, ( Read more... ) -
A Vicious Circle
I've always been that type of guy who would sell his soul for the visibility. When I was initially charting my course to visibility, I really should have defined the kind of visibility I wanted. For two weeks I tried to explain that I got along with everyone! The more I denied I hated them, the more everyone assumed I was in denial. It was a ( Read more... ) -
The Colossus of Bad
Seven days left.
Why am I talking like Samara from The Ring? Maybe because it's like living inside of that movie. Seven days until I finish my working week.
An usual day turned into a nightmare: got to run at the hospital since my girlfriend had a massive toothache which was, actually, an infection. Ran to Waterloo, sent to London Bridge, ran again ( Read more... ) -
Fantasy Scenario
A brand new week started for me but it wasn't an usual week (5 working days, 2 days off): I had to work 8 f*ucking days all in a row! Guess who's celebrating Christmas at work? Me, exactly! I even asked my manager to let my girlfriend sleep with me during the days tube will be down, but it was obviously denied.
My brain was creating a plan in order ( Read more... ) -
Over-Exposed and Under-Appreciated
It's 20:40 and this new blogger has decided to open up a new blog just to spread all the things that come to my mind everyday.
What a rude guy, I forgot to introduce myself:
my name's Alfio, a just-nineteen italian boy who moved to London with his girlfriend in october. I thought my English was good enough to be hired as a receptionist in a hotel ( Read more... )