Up and down and 'round again. Where will it stop? When will it stop? How will it stop? It is a mystery...

So, my work crush text me tonight. It was utter nonsense. For the most part, it was one or two word texts back and forth. He was probably drunk. But it was kinda fun. Almost cute...if we were, you know, actually dating. As opposed to ( Read more... )

I think I've finally figured out my problem.

Well, one of my problems...

I'm pretty sure I mentioned this quote once before, but it's worth repeating.  One of my favorite quotes comes from Carrie Fisher...when interviewed about playing Princess Leia, she said, "I was not a damsel in distress, I was a distressing damsel." (Hence my LJ "name" and the ( Read more... )

My stupid co-worker crush has sunk to new levels....

Just when I was about to agree to his terms - despite the fact that I didn't really agree with them - because I am lonely and sad and I figured, WTF...things can't get much worse...

He f*cking had the nerve to call me a tease.

Really?  Is he serious?

I mean, first of all, I'm absolutely, positively ( Read more... )

It's always better to be honest and tell a person how you feel...especially if it's someone you talk to on a regular basis.

That said, after he asks you out and and you go on an amazing date, don't be disappointed when he calls a week later to tell you he doesn't have time for you.  And then goes on to lead you on for months...until you ( Read more... )

I'm telling you...my crush is early-"Twilight" Edward.  Without wanting to kill me.  Or...at least...without wanting to drink my blood.

I'm pretty sure about that last one...

Today after school, he came to my classroom to teach me and the chemistry teacher how to use our shiny new Smartboards.  He almost exclusively spoke to the chemistry teacher.  I ( Read more... )

I have to admit that I'm slightly amused.

Because yesterday, when the co-worker I have a crush on came into my room to set up my brand-spaking-new Smartboard (which I really have no use for...it's a superfluous piece of technology purchased because it makes our school "look good" to prospective parents/students), he seemed a bit...hmmmm, what's ( Read more... )

• I just realized that I forgot to take my birth control pill last night...so I had to take two today.  That pisses me off.  Not that I'm having sex, mind you...not that I've had sex for a long time.  But still, the fact that I forgot makes me angry.  At myself.
• I'm getting two cats tomorrow!!!  Or...I might be getting two cats tomorrow.  A co-worker ( Read more... )

Ok...so I actually have a pretty interesting story to tell, but I'm going to hold off on it for a few weeks as a precaution.  Just to make sure that nothing is going to come of it.  Which I know is all mysterious of me, but I can't be too careful these days...

But there's something else about the weekend that bothered me, and sharing this shorter, ( Read more... )

I am befuddled.  I don't understand boys at all...they give off such mixed signals sometimes...and I honestly don't know if I'm being over-analytical, super-sensitive, or completely logical.  And yet, despite my confusion, I find myself happy.  Happier than I have been in a long time, hoping beyond hope that something might come of all this... ( Read more... )