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ATX
Im in Austin almost 2 weeks now... Don't know if its a depressive episode or Im just really hitting a hard light bulb moment. Thought it was everything I wanted but the start has been slow. I thought I wanted to start slow but ugh... I have to be working. Low key excited to interview for a part time job ( Read more... ) -
I imagined a story where I didn't have to be the damsel.
Made some sisters in Guam, met a Pilot. Pilot got me into 200 airport lounges so I should probably travel more. Skype dates with friends. Made some neon. Navy base in Japan. Korea was badass. I want to buy a gaming laptop. Made more neon. Went to Dallas, did drugs with old friends and made new ones. My store finally went online, and its off to a ( Read more... ) -
hafa adai
Not where I thought I would be a year ago, but given the circumstances theres no place I'd rather be ( Read more... ) -
The last time I felt bliss
It was the beginning of April in Tokyo, and I had finally found my copic marker set in a shop in Ochanomizu. It was a sunny clear morning and I was gonna catch the store right as it opened. 10:00. I listened to Orbital-Chime as a I waited for the intersection light right outside Ochanomizu station. I had finished reuniting with my old friends, the ( Read more... ) -
yearning
I just want to move into a duplex somewhere with cold weather and hardwood floors and figure it all out. -
mmm titty residue
This dumb LJ is way weird sometimes. I wanna spend a moment to reflect on dumb shit I really like. Real Housewives and Monster Hunter. Whatever!
1. Real HousewivesI remember moving to Dallas and having a lot of alone time while the boyfriend went to work. I always liked shitty reality TV, especially as background noise but when I caught a marathon ( Read more... ) -
celestial sins
"Just because I tasted her cum or spit or could tell you her middle name or knew what record she liked, that doesn't mean anything, that's not a connection. Anyone can have that. Really knowing someone is something else. It's a completely different thing, and when it happens, you won't be able to miss it, you will be aware, and you won't hurt or be -
the wolves are silent but the sky is howling.
Weird crossroads again. Feels exciting, but I'm getting nerves about it. Thinking about deleting my social media but I really shouldnt, its actually pretty useful but the problem is that sometimes I look at my old pictures from my Japan trip this year and the thoughts start flooding back all at once: Go back! Give it a chance! Your friends! Your ( Read more... ) -
hearts are wild animals that is why our ribs are cages
I remembered a specific dream I had this year. I almost forgot I had it at all until I saw an old chrome bookmark come up. There are methods people apply to interpret symbols and motifs they envision in their dreams, to try and translate what it all really means so the dreamer can apply it to thier everyday conciousness. This dream was so vivid ( Read more... )