Found myself missing Dallas. Its not so much what I had there, but just...how it was. I miss my nail lady. I miss my skin lady. I miss my pilates studio. I miss my mechanic. I even miss the lady who waxes me down there. I miss the wind and the sunny cold days because the thick humidity that hangs dead in the air here is suffocating. I miss the ( Read more... )

I wish I dreamt when I'm sleeping more. I think thats why I am a weirdo sometimes. I do it all when I am awake. I remember I got a conduct cut in first grade for daydreaming. Im listening to people back home here in Houston point out how off in my own world I always was. Didnt know I came off as aloof, but I probably do.

I also think listening to ( Read more... )

I didnt get into Sophia University. holy shit. what a rush of relief. I am free from the elaborate web of anxiety I cornered myself into almost a year and a half ago with this goal. This year was a lesson in watching expectations go up in smoke, but I at least got some clarity about what was important to me each step along the way ( Read more... )

doing whats right and doing what I want sucks! This fucking sucks!!!! I cant stand the Japan thing anymore ( Read more... )

Its been about a month since I've discovered my roomates went into my room, opened my laptop went through my personal pictures and stole them. Being able to descriptively articulate how traumatic that was for me has been hard, but I did the best I could do with the authorities and I just have to move on. Got caught up in a few stupid fucking ( Read more... )

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I hear back from Sophia University on June 25, and its starting to get under my skin the closer the date approaches. What if I don't want to move back to Tokyo just yet. What if I am more excited about my art right now than I am about writing papers and pepper lunch. What the fuck! I'm lovin Houston, but since my personal pet project is in Austin, ( Read more... )

It has been nonstop since October, and no signs of slowing down. Spending time with the dogs again helps me concentrate. It kind of reminds me of that story, Harrison Bergeron. I think and I think, but instead of a handicap radio periodically buzzing in my ear, a loud dog bark or yelp will scatter my thoughts ( Read more... )

Jesus christ. In 24 hours my old boss came to me FIRST to offer me a job again and my high school girlfriend is hooking me up with an in at Aesir media group. Shes a merch designer for anime and shes dropping recs like crazy for me, and I am gonna get my foot in the door with contract work before transitioning to the art department???? Holy chit. I ( Read more... )

Houston....HOUSTON ( Read more... )