Jesus, I'm at my wit's end trying to understand my father. And my mother, but that's pretty much a given so it doesn't surprise me at all. Why oh why couldn't I get fully functional adult parents? Why mine are so uber-strange and socially-challenged? Really... I've always known they are unique, but why do they have to be so damn impractical as well ( Read more... )

My therapist is going to take time off from work to take care of her sick father. She told me today. I will only have one more session with her before Christmas and then she's gone. She told me to think if I want to continue with someone else or if I even need to continue to talk to anyone. She seems to think that I am OK and that I have a strong ( Read more... )

So yeah... another long break ( Read more... )

I'm so furious about this Roman Polanski affair that I simply must comment on it. Perhaps I am ignorant as I had no idea about these statutory rape charges against him, but I am glad I do know now. And I'm shocked to see what an elitist morally-perversed bunch these Hollywood people are, who think he should walk free just because he is Roman ( Read more... )

Since this has been the topic of the day and the last months (since May 2008 really) I feel like I have to rant on this a little ( Read more... )

I had my first ultrasound today and it turns out that I'm 2 weeks further along than previously estimated. That in turn means that no one really knows for sure when the due date is going to be. The date they gave me is just a guess, but it can be just as well two weeks off the mark. Not that I mind really. Pregnancy due dates are never an exact ( Read more... )

I've been absent and I probably continue to be a while longer. Until I find myself again, or at least a little part of me. I'm feeling exhausted, lost and broken ( Read more... )

I had this enormous rant about my school and teacher all typed up and then I left it for a day and it felt stupid to post it now that my anger has almost gone away. I've also been sick for the past week and thus decided to give myself some shopping therapy :)

These shoes have been paid and will soon head my way and I just can't wait.


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And once again, I am officially a student ( Read more... )

I did the test today and two pink lines appeared. Fiance bought it for me and I hid it in the room where we sleep at my parents' house. I then waited until my mother went to take her after-work nap and barricaded myself in the [only] bathroom. I read a book while I waited the instructed five minutes.

In truth I knew that I was pregnant. For three ( Read more... )