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[apiphile]

1. What did you do in 2015 that you'd never done before?Passed a probationary period at a permanent job. Got a raise. Participated (albeit half-assedly) in Union activities. Booked, attended, and paid for an appointment with a private medical practitioner. Saw not one but THREE gender identity experts and had them reach the same conclusion as each

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[wolfy_writing]

Glad to see the good things in the year! I think a lot of the stuck-feeling-bad things will diminish over time. (I'd like to be all "Yeah, six months from now, you'll have your absolute last episode of crushing misery, and after that, it will never get worse than ordinary sadness", but sadly, I don't control your fate. However I do feel confident in predicting improvements and more energy to do things you want.)

With music, I've always had random spates of intense interests that have very little to do with whether something's cool (or even recent), and then don't discover anything else new for months.

[apiphile]

SOON. The sun will come back. Soon soon soon.

To be honest I've stopped even having those random spates. I have enough to keep me occupied while I'm walking around the city and I don't listen to music at home...

[wolfy_writing]

We're past the least sunny bit! We had a big party to celebrate and everything!

That makes sense. I'm embarassingly attached to music as part of the creative process.

[apiphile]

I don't think there's anything embarrassing about that - we used to use Holst's Nine Planets for warm-up writing and one of my friends wrote his first full-length work by getting drunk and obsessively listening to one song over and over per scene. It's what works!

[swear_jar]

This has an overall positive vibe. Mrrp :).

p.s. no one night stands.

[apiphile]

It has been a good if stressful year.

[tsuki_no_bara]

is it safe to assume you love your rice cooker? :D

[apiphile]

LISTEN IF THAT RICE COOKER HAD THE RIGHT TO MARRY PEOPLE SHE WOULD BE MARRYING ME.

[jeeshee]

glad you are happier overall.

[bloodredroses1]

So often your posts end up confounding me in both small and large ways but they do make me *THINK*(even sometimes when I'd rather not). I know it may sound odd but I find my self cheered by seeing things going in a positive direction for you.

Wishing you & yours a Happy New Year!

[apiphile]

Thank you <3