Okay, so I'm a freaking wreck right now and I need to let it all out and of course it's going to be on here. Because right now all I want to do is drive home and give everyone in my family a hug and tell them I love them, especially my dad. My dad earlier this past week was in the hospital over night under-going tests for what they thing might ( Read more... )

Why? Why did I have to switch my majors like 3 times? Why did I have to transfer schools 4 times? And why did I have to end up here where so far I feel like the complete outsider, alien, and loser? I just hate how life can be... If I had just been mature enough to handle college when I actually left for college, maybe I would have never ended- ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm starting to feel like I just don't fit in very well here. I mean, I get along with everyone great. It's not that I'm not getting along with people, just that I may not have a lot in common with them. All my neighbors already have all these tight friendships and I feel like the outsider. And in classes it's hard to make friends ( Read more... )

Have you ever just one day realized how completely missed-up you might actually be? I have.... I seriously thought I had a control over this issue, but realized I relapsed and now I'm paying for it in everyway possible: a potential relationship, my family's view of me, and my own health. And seriously what hurts the most is losing my family's ( Read more... )

Because of you ( Read more... )

I feel like lately that I'm just screwing up everything.... I was always a firm believer that you shouldn't regret anything cuz what you do makes up for who you are today, but I have now found my biggest regret. And it just totally sucks to be going at all this totally alone. I just want one person here to confide in that wouldn't judge me like ( Read more... )

Why me??? Why am I so stupid???? I need to change right now because I'm done with this.... I need to be done with this anyhow...

So I'm pretty bummed right now... All my friends have left me for school, and even the one who is done with school has left for California for a whole month (maybe more) to help her relatives out. So that means I am stuck here in plain boring Harvard with no one but my family. And right now, that sucks considering how my mum has gone completely ( Read more... )

I don't know.... I'm so tired of crap and I just need to vent, even though I still have an hour and a half left of homework to do and it's 10:30 and I have to get up at 7:00 to go to class at 9, but I just need to vent. I'm just so fed-up with everything right now! I'm tired of this stupid summer of 10 credits and working. I don't have a summer ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't so cranky lately, but I know I have been... What's up with that?! Not to mention, I've had it totally up to here with guys. I'm done. Completely and utterly done! So there was this one guy I liked there for a while that I had been occasionally hooking-up with just making-out with though, no oral or past that and he decides to ( Read more... )