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[antiqrule1]

I don't want to spend another year of my life doing this with John. What's wrong with me that I vacillate so much on this topic of being with him. I wish I could just get him out of my life. He makes everything about him and, basically, full of drama. All I wanted was to be happy yesterday.

I haven't slept at all, and I went home at 1:15. I can't

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[quinnthevixen]

Wow, that guy Sergio sounds like a meddling dick head. How long have they known each other? How is he such an expert on everything all of a sudden?

I know what John has told you, but are we sure he's 100% sober? I don't mean to put doubt in your head or anything, I just worry because he's never really seemed to own up to past substance abuse issues, which makes me wonder how committed to sobriety he could ever be. Maybe I'm just being a negative nancy, I don't know. I just don't want to see you get hurt over something like that again. You deserve FAR better.

[antiqrule1]

I'm so sad. I'm just sitting in my room crying. What if he is doing drugs again? He wouldn't tell me he was taking a supplement for his stomach, then he said he didn't remember the name of it. Then he went into how he was going to die sooner than I will. Oh God. And maybe he's not. But I'm so sick of all of this. I'm scared and I'm freaking out for probably no reason.