I've been staving off depression about being alone on New Years. I suppose it makes me feel like I'm a loser or something to be alone. I feel worthless and unwanted, rejected even. I know I have friends and such, so I have to be loved just a bit. And I realize that the majority of my friends are in relationships, so they aren't about to invite me
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Thank you so much for being there for me. I'm glad New Years didn't turn out so badly for either of us. I love you so much-you're so amazing.
I think I've just been down in general and having the stress of Josh and Robin didn't seem to help. Hopefully I find a way to pull myself back up soon. I'm trying, but I'm just so down. I don't even think it's John's being gone that makes me sad. In fact, I don't think he has anything to do with it at all. I think I'm just emotionally exhausted.
Sometime we should travel to an exotic location with our...hundreds of dollars? haha. I need to reclaim the Keys someday, though, so that it's not just John that I remember there. Maybe you could help me. Drinking, Jimmy Buffett, and tropical things.
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