I'm not sure whats happening right now. I went over to Mel's after work spontaniously because she hasn't answered any of my messages since friday. Even after seeing Sal there im still clinging to the idea that maybe something is wrong with her phone, maybe thats why she isn't answering my calls... love is stupid ( Read more... )

im not doing very well. my gut is in knots permanently. i feel sick with anxiety. and its been like that for the past 5 days with no signs of abating. im going to end up with stomach ulcers soon.... and im drinking constantly now, from the time i wake up, until i pass out, and sleeping 14 hours a day because im exhausted with depression and ( Read more... )

My keyboard is fucking up, and just deleted an hour of writing :( so im going to keep it short and save often and update this all properly once i have a new keyboard.

Covid19
living at Kristina's
me cutting myself
working at the cafe during covid
adventuring with Brooke

and now for the final few chapters to this America Life portion of my ( Read more... )