so i think i may have a date with the chemical engineer this week. fancy that. i hope i'm not reading too much into it, although i probably am. he's so cute ( Read more... )

i would prefer if people weren't so stupid. there isn't much more to it than that ( Read more... )

so my favorite bartender just texted me to let me know he did shots with lenny dinardo tonight.

life is just so unfair.

in case you all need a reminder of what he looks like, here he is with some random woman at a signing event:


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this is going to be one spastic entry, so here goes ( Read more... )

ugh, why can't i remember that it's a bad idea to make out with someone that i have a legitimate crush on when i know nothing will come of it. seriously. note. to. self. DON'T DO IT!

i think i'm coming home tonight.

or not really, but maybe i should consider it ( Read more... )

a few things ( Read more... )

-went to colorado ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure i need to get over this stupid crush, like right now. it's occupying way too much of my thinking.

i find it hard to draw the line between actually going for what i want (relationship-wise) and believing that if the boy really wanted you, he would go after you. how much do you try before calling it quits? how much do you allow yourself to try for? if a guy is clearly into you, or was at one point, how much effort should you put forth? one would ( Read more... )