i'm moving to jersey
or not really, but maybe i should consider it.
in the meantime, i will post an entry about how much i have a crush on the hot field guy. like whoa. we worked on saturday on this property that photographs models on the weekend apparently. there was this chick in a red dress being photographed. the dress was either too tight and/or just poorly made and made her look like she had a belly and large ass. however, hot field guy thought she was hot and then confessed how he likes thick girls. however, he also thinks paris hilton is hot. so, while i still believe he isn't into faces, apparently, all you have to have is boobs and a cooch. i would like to point out, i have BOTH of those!
ok, so anyway, hot field guy and i have been flirting a little bit more than usual. whenever i say something a little more than just regular flirtatious, he's like "don't tempt me." but you know, clearly, i DO want to tempt him. arg. why do i have this crush?!? it's so silly. but he's so cute. and so like everything i ever wanted in a guy (idealizing him much?).
anyway, i'm not speaking of moving to jersey due to all this. it's because wherever i go some guy is always making a comment about my "attractiveness." (i have to put that in parentheses because, as many of you know, i don't really think i'm attractive.) it's weird, but i feel like i never get approached by guys in boston. this could be due to any number of things. maybe it's because i'm always hanging out with guys. maybe i put off an extremely offensive vibe. maybe boston guys aren't into me. i don't know, either way, i'm feeling that guys here are much more into me... i guess i should just take advantage of the free glasses of wine i am getting. blarg.
anyway, that's all i really have to complain about. which really shouldn't even be complaining. so instead of driveling on, i'm just gonna go to bed.
in the meantime, i will post an entry about how much i have a crush on the hot field guy. like whoa. we worked on saturday on this property that photographs models on the weekend apparently. there was this chick in a red dress being photographed. the dress was either too tight and/or just poorly made and made her look like she had a belly and large ass. however, hot field guy thought she was hot and then confessed how he likes thick girls. however, he also thinks paris hilton is hot. so, while i still believe he isn't into faces, apparently, all you have to have is boobs and a cooch. i would like to point out, i have BOTH of those!
ok, so anyway, hot field guy and i have been flirting a little bit more than usual. whenever i say something a little more than just regular flirtatious, he's like "don't tempt me." but you know, clearly, i DO want to tempt him. arg. why do i have this crush?!? it's so silly. but he's so cute. and so like everything i ever wanted in a guy (idealizing him much?).
anyway, i'm not speaking of moving to jersey due to all this. it's because wherever i go some guy is always making a comment about my "attractiveness." (i have to put that in parentheses because, as many of you know, i don't really think i'm attractive.) it's weird, but i feel like i never get approached by guys in boston. this could be due to any number of things. maybe it's because i'm always hanging out with guys. maybe i put off an extremely offensive vibe. maybe boston guys aren't into me. i don't know, either way, i'm feeling that guys here are much more into me... i guess i should just take advantage of the free glasses of wine i am getting. blarg.
anyway, that's all i really have to complain about. which really shouldn't even be complaining. so instead of driveling on, i'm just gonna go to bed.