I need to lose weight, but I can't do it on my own. I want to do one of those EDiets, but I doubt mom will pay for it... I feel ill. I say to myself that I don't want to eat anymore, but I get depressed and hungry...and I just eat what is there and tastes good...which is usually fattening. How am I supposed to eat healthy when freinds want fast ( Read more... )

I need my computer. Ack!!!! It's been way too long since I sat online and did nothing. I haven't looked on EBay in forever. My savings account thanks me at least. I am starting to have violent...somethings from not being online. I can't sleep at night thinking of signing on for nothing. Ugh ( Read more... )

( my depressed ramblings...I doubt if anyone cares, but here )

Sorry not to update in a while....Willis's sister Celeste got into a car wreck, so I'm over here driving her to school and work. It's making me get up on time, which is kinda nice. Today I plan to look for a job while she is in class. :: sigh :: Anyhow, I have no clue when I will be home. I guess when they get a car or something? At least it ( Read more... )

I want this. I REALLY REALLY want this ( Read more... )

My graduation is on Saturday!! Yay!! Got a PS2 from Willis, which is much appriciated!!! Though I am still playing Chrono Cross on it. XD Got Virtua Fighter 4, which kicks much butt...even though I usually just do button smash rather than combos. lol Got TimeSplitters, which has amazingly good two player. Will be getting Devil May Cry and ( Read more... )

I'm kinda manic right now, which means I can't sleep. Too mant thoughts at once. Rather than try to do a thoudand things and get NOTHING done, I have two main goals:
1) rearrange my room
2) begin Willis' website

Wheee! I wish I could sleep..................................

It's official. I'm a fatass. Bah bah!!! I tried to go on a diet. I couldn't do it for longer than two days (not even!). How sad. I mean, I could be worse off, but still. I would like to be able to go swimming without thinking "my tummy looks puffy today" or "I hate my hips." I wish I liked healthy food more. I only like odd food...and ( Read more... )

Well, I started a diet today. Basically, if I don't lose weight before graduation, I'm not going. I refuse to look like a pig in white on stage. Two weeks and counting. I have to eat every three hours, which is kinda hard sometimes. I usually graze through the day, so it's not like a big switch...it's just I have a small appitite...so I am ( Read more... )

I got Chrono Cross today. Hoorah!!!! Happy happy. XDDD Very fun. Pretty music. I must figure out the name of the World Map song to download it ( Read more... )