:: sob ::
I need to lose weight, but I can't do it on my own. I want to do one of those EDiets, but I doubt mom will pay for it... I feel ill. I say to myself that I don't want to eat anymore, but I get depressed and hungry...and I just eat what is there and tastes good...which is usually fattening. How am I supposed to eat healthy when freinds want fast food and I want quick food NOW. Why does good for you food taste like shit? Why can't I make myself work out? I know I would be happy if I was thinner, but I get so depressed about my weight that I can't eat at all until I am so hungry that I have to eat lots of shit right this second, which means fast food. And I don't want anyone to see me workout, because I always have to make annoying small talk about it. Damn it, I want liposuction!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!