Well not all men, but just the men I find attractive, they dont' find me attractive it seems in a girlfriend way, and at this point in my life, I DON'T KNOW WHY!! I'm beautiful, I'm smart, I'm funny, have a complete package, so I don't see why I'm passed over by guys all the time...it doesn't help that my best friend is a twig, and hella ( Read more... )

I asked 2 different guys to chill today, (I asked 1 cuz I knew he'd blow me off)and the other guy I work with...So I IM guy #1 A. to chill&smoke, I laid it out for him, I told him if he didn't want to chill w/ me, just tell me, I won't care, I actually was feeling bad for annoying him so much, but he assured me that he did in fact wanna chill w/ me ( Read more... )

How sad is this thought that I have not hooked up with a guy when I wasn't drunk in a long time. :( So I thought this time would be different, but once again it appears that it's not...i can't seem to find a good guy...I don't want to look online. So I actually hooked up with this guy I was sorta friends with, we were cool anyway but we hadn't ( Read more... )

Based on its involvement in world affairs (past and present), do you think the United States deserves to get attacked by terrorists ( Read more... )

I donn't know what it is, do my parents want me around? It's like, dinner never seems that big of a deal, and maybe I'm reading into it...my mom is making a pork roast for dinner, and Erin invited me over for dinner. She's having pasta. I don't think it's that big of a deal, but my mom just gave me this look. It might be because it's not to ( Read more... )

Things I need to do ( Read more... )

In the past year and a half I have smoked pot fairly often. I don't plan on quitting anytime soon, this is not a lament...I'm smokin right now. :) But anyway. I just want to let everyone know that I have officially developed "Smoker's Cough" I used to NEVER cough, but these past few months, I've just had this nagging cough that won't go away. I ( Read more... )

Things have certainly changed for me. It is now almost 2 years since I started an LJ. I've gone through so many things. I've now down more drugs than I ever thought I'd do, including some new ones just recently, and there are still some I want to do. I no longer hate myself which is a plus, but while I've updated my headshots, I'm really no ( Read more... )

Quick update, I'm in Annie now. LIPAC is putting it on. We're looking for a few good men as they are so scarce in theatre. LOL. But anyway, currently waiting for E&C to come by to smoke some good shit. :) They should be here soon. I hope they didn't smoke that w/o me. I will be pissed since I told them to come here first. They said they would ( Read more... )

I just feel like writing in you today...it's halloween. I have no plans...not for lack of trying...Danyel's b-day is today. Before she quit S&S I kept asking for about a month prior "What are we doing for your b-day?" "I don't know" she'd tell me...so then she quits...the last time I saw or really talked to her or Liz was Oct 16th for Jayla's b- ( Read more... )