Haven't updated in a while...probably won't update for a long while.
I just feel like writing in you today...it's halloween. I have no plans...not for lack of trying...Danyel's b-day is today. Before she quit S&S I kept asking for about a month prior "What are we doing for your b-day?" "I don't know" she'd tell me...so then she quits...the last time I saw or really talked to her or Liz was Oct 16th for Jayla's b-day...and now today Erin tells me that we're going to Danyel's and we're gettin' some shit...now we're getting a deal on said shit, but I have work at 8:30AM...I cannot be doing things that keep me up 7 or 8 hours...not happening...I told Erin, maybe if I'd been given some time I could have gotten off for that Tuesday...and I really dont' feel much like going anyway. I mean Danyel never calls me to chill...we really just started chillin' again@work and shit...Liz and her are always together, Liz also never calls me...I don't hate or dislike either one of them, but I can hardly consider them friends...well Danyel anyway. I mean Liz and I have been through a little more, but I am never top on her list...I'm her "Chill if I've got nothing better to do" friend. She still calls Caitlin before she'll call me, and Caitlin and her have had more negative history than any of us. Not that i care, and I really don't...but you see why I'm not so gung ho about going to Danyel's house...Erik is gonna be there too, and he's another one I feel couldn't care less if I was there. So if the only person who wants me there is Erin, and she doesn't really want to go either, and Caitlin's not going, then I really don't feel like I want to go. I might just get some shit and hold on to it for a later date when Caitlin and I can chill like last time.