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anam__charaMagic Number7Job9 to 5 LiferPersonalityA Worrier, I Worry That I Worry Too MuchTemperamentNervousSexualWhatever, Whenever, WhoeverLikely To WinThe Respect Of My ColleaguesMe - In A WordStartlingColourBrought to you by MemeJack

so not that it's anything new, but i'm thinking way too much about the rory situation. i want to see him, and spend time with him, but then i worry about being around too much. granted liam said rory would probably say something to him if that happened, but it's also possible that rory's just too nice to do that. i was talking with a mutual ( Read more... )

saw ben folds last night at slummerfest. any man who can get a crowd there to sing in recognizable three part harmony has a strange gift. i was rather proud of myself for guessing the song he'd play last. song for the dumped, but in d *minor* as opposed to the album version. gotta love the minor key. also, one of the people standing on the ( Read more... )

so, i don't even know where to start. rory... before i was leaving on a trip, said that he'd miss me, and once again called me his love. just as he did that night i walked him home from a bar. i don't even remember exactly what he said after it, but there it was, "my love, ..." we were being pretty snuggly, and it felt good. then i was gone ( Read more... )

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so i avoided a topic yesterday in my journal (that i really wanted to talk about) because a)i was so enamored that i pushed the thoughts mostly off to the side, but b)i didn't really want to think about the answer if it wasn't the answer i wanted. i noticed that when rory was closing up shop on monday night, he wasn't his usual self towards me. ( Read more... )

so that guy, rory. i stayed over thursday night, he stayed over friday. i just noticed today that he'd written something with the magnetic poetry on my fridge. wow. "i would like lovely warm wet naked baths with you" this man has me completely off center. i don't think it's love, but it certainly is interesting and he does these understated ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'55%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh 63.8%Shamelessness69%
It takes a couple of drinks 78.6% Sex Drive 63.2%
A fool for love, but not always76.8%Straightness3.6%
Knows the other body type like a map 43.2% Gayness 44.6%
At least one weekend of ecstacy 82%
Fucking Sick89.4%
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so i was thinking of how yesterday's journal reminds me of the 'forum' in penthouse magazine. i'm telling stories and replacing names so that in the unlikely event someone reads this, they won't really know who i'm talking about. although anyone who actually knows me in real life would know who i'm talking about. yay for anonymity ( Read more... )