Well, I didn't want to look like a freak and be the only one not eating at the profit sharing dinner, so I went ahead and ate. It was so uncomfortable there. We at least got to sit with charlie and Karen. On the other hand though, we had to sit with my old office mates David Jacks and Holly Harris. It just so wierd for me. Well, afterwards we ( Read more... )

Im on day two. Things are going quite well actually. Don't know exactly what I've lost yet, but I can already feel myself getting smaller. Tonight is the profit sharing dinner and I'm not having a bite. Food only makes me hungry anywho. Lately I've really been thinking alot about how bad I want to finish getting my bachelors degree. But I've ( Read more... )

Well, I've been gone for quite a long time and so much has happened since last time I posted. Including dropping out of two more schools, findind true love, and gainging about 20 lbs. I dont know exactly what to do to get the edge back that I had almost 2 years ago....but somehow, someway, I'm going to get it back. Wish me luck....I miss ANA.

Well, I just thought I would write you guys and let you know whats going on. Lets see....heres somthign I havn't told you. Well, my parents just got home...so Illjust post this letter right quick and more later ..k...here it is:Hey girly. Im sorry I didnt' write yesterday. I didnt' really do anything...but I was happy because I didn't take a ( Read more... )

I just got your email. Hope you are doing okay writing you research paper again. I hate writing cz I just am not natural at it. I always feel like everything I write comes from an encyclopedia or something, I like when you read something someone wrote and it just sounds real, like non-text book.....I dont know..I can't describe it...thats dumb. ( Read more... )

More letters I've written ( Read more... )

Well, so far today I have done good. I just have to keep telling my self that I am going to get to enjoy Christmas dinner...so nood food until then. So far today, just tea. I wish I woudn't get so bored...but with me fixin to leave for school in Janaury, its hard for me to go out and get a job knowing I will have to put in a notice like the week ( Read more... )

Well, nothing really happened today. I avoided talking to Mark again. Its so strange. I know I coudl fall in love with this guy if I would jsut let myslef.....but I just have these little quirks telling me not to inside my head. I was doing sooo good today to..that is until I went to bed to early and woke up with the most unbearable sweet tooth ( Read more... )

Okay, Im posting another letter I wrote to someone...I bet you guys are getting tired of my letters.lol, OH yeah..this guy doesn't know about ana, in case you are wondering why I never mention it ( Read more... )

Well, since I have to write so many people and let them know what I've been doing...I've copied and pasted another one of my letters to keep everyone up with whats been going on. Here it goes:Mark ( Read more... )