and another letter......
I just got your email. Hope you are doing okay writing you research paper again. I hate writing cz I just am not natural at it. I always feel like everything I write comes from an encyclopedia or something, I like when you read something someone wrote and it just sounds real, like non-text book.....I dont know..I can't describe it...thats dumb. Anyways, Hey, I think I might would rather wait for us to do something until later, I just dont want to do anything tommorow. Anyways, I am just sitting here watching an old old rerun of the wonder years. Its cute. I want to work on my journal more but the site I post to is just going crazy...they are having technical difficulties I suppose...so it sucks for me because Its just like I lose a day. The transfer guy for the university contacted me today and reassured me that Jan. 8th was the day I had to register, Now I think I have to make an appointment with my advisor before I can do that...because I am a new student...and I think I read somewhere on there site..maybe in the catalog that you have to get the signature of your advisor befoer you can register as a new student. I think I am just going to talk to the Chem professor and see If I can just sit in on one of their classes this spring and then move on two chem two in the fall. That way I dont have to waste paying for the class all over again when I already have the credit for it. I need to wake up early in the morning and workout with my mom. She lost 5 lbs this week and I guess she would have lost more if she had been working out too. She weighs less than I do, but oh well....I will get their soon If I will just stay busy. I need to get in the shower pretty soon and then go to bed. I feel asleep on the couch earlier next to my mom, which really isn't a good thing because now I fear I wont be able to fall asleep when I get ready to go to bed...another reason Im ready to get back to school because I know once I get used to staying really busy, I should have such a probably getting my sleeping patterns back to normal...except for maybe on the weekends. I guess I will just wait until I move up there to try and find a job because its just hard to look for a job in one day because it seems like everyone wants to tell you, "Oh, so and so isn't here right now...or I can't talk to you right now.....or fill this out......and it all ends up in you coming back like a thousand more times after that before you actual get a job offer, I cant really be driving back and fourth to Marshal everyday right now. So I figure, I will just wait until I get up there, look around and see what my options are, and just find a job from there...maybe even an on campus job...just depends on what is available......especially after classes start....It's amazing what kind of job offers you can find once you get in good with "the big people" on campus...such as maybe the deans and the department heads. But it seems also that at ETBU I have to start all over in proving what I am and who I am to everyone...and just getting all the professors to know me on a first name personal basis, thats the way I like to keep things.....except I dont like them getting too much of a "intelligent" viewpoint of me because then they want to grade you like a thousand times harder than they do everyone else. I'd rather them just think that I have to try really hard, and then they dont rip apart everything I do. Well, I guess thaat is about all I have to say for now...this email is sort of long...not that meaningful though, except for I took the time to write it for you....and since I can't write in my journal anyways right now..I might as well tell someone what is going on. Hmmmm, good luck again on you paper. Talk to you soon.
Ashlee
Ashlee