Life so far.......
Im on day two. Things are going quite well actually. Don't know exactly what I've lost yet, but I can already feel myself getting smaller. Tonight is the profit sharing dinner and I'm not having a bite. Food only makes me hungry anywho. Lately I've really been thinking alot about how bad I want to finish getting my bachelors degree. But I've gotten to where I have a hard time doing things for myself. I feel too guilty to ask or just tell. Im not sure what I'm going to do about it yet. I suppose it will come to me though. Ive been taken Thermogenics for two days also. I think they might be helping although at times they make me feel sick. But that is probably also my body adjusting. We are also going to JBO's party tonight and we are going to be drinking so "Lord, Please watch over me, I know I dont handle alcohol very well, so please help me to have fun tongight and not let the alcohol get me into to trouble, or bad situations." Chris is playing baseball on the playstation right now. I can see the TV in the living room from the computer in the kitchen. After I while, I'm going to go put on some makeup and fix my hair for the dinnner and the party. I plan to drink before dinner, and through out the party. I hope tonight goes well. I wonder what I'm going to wear?? I don't want something that will make me look fat. Oh, sigh, I dont have a clue! I better go and get something figure out and finish that big glass of water I fixed earlier. Oh, mowing the yard ealier was awful. It was so hot, and my body just felt ill. Plus Chris took so long at Mandy's house, sort of aggrevated me mildly, so I just went in and got int the shower because I felt utterly gross! Grass and Dust stuck all to my sweaty skin. Well, Gotta Go.