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Everytime I run into friends at parties I'm always told how happy and cute I am. Everyone thinks I'm so positive and content with my life. At times yes but not in general. I feel bummed too, I feel sad almost everytime I'm alone and I feel lost. It feels like I'm always there for my friends - I pick up the phone at night if they're calling. I ( Read more... )

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 Why do I keep waking up too late?? argh, it's really starting to upset me bc I miss out on school too much:( I'm still low in D-vitamin but come on, can it really be all about that? I just got over my stomach-flu, yehaa so I feel great now and are able to have my daily coffee-shot .

GOing out with my friend Anne today for coffee in 2 hrs and then ( Read more... )

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And I'm so happy. Shit is tho that I want to lose weight over again bc of having a boyfriend.. shitty


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 Picture of me from today

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I feel like I'm dying
I feel so abandonned by my own mother. She doesn't give a damn about me - she's always feeling worse than me
I hate her so bad sometimes.

I wanna cut so fucking deep

I hate my life
I hate it all

Somebody help me, coz my mind's taking over. I can't deal I can't fucking deal

I'm crying now in bed. I need to walk, I need to lose. It's ( Read more... )

Was with an old friend of mine today. who used to have anxiety, depression, anorexia, borderline and cutting.. She's doing so good now and out of hospital. I'm so proud of her! She's like my new therapist now guiding me through life:)

I had dinner with her - I NEVER eat in public or infront of anyone but we cooked today! Haven't cooked in years. I ( Read more... )