Today was ok. I went to the mall and Aftewards we went to eat at A mexican Restaurant. Well , my friend almost died ... lol, she almost tripped from a steep hill. I survived she did too, but she was scared. She got some anime pins, for bags, for her and she got one for me too, their so cute. She got me a yellow underwear with a smiley winking face ( Read more... )

Well, today wasn't that bad, but I didn't enjoy it. I spoke to my mom today, the last time I spoke to her was around December 15, 2004. My sister hasn't call me, she ranaway with her b/f. Well, I'm guessing I'm going to quit on the guy that I thought was so cute, he doesn't care for me. Yesterdady we went to a Basketball game because he had to get ( Read more... )

Today was a boring day. I had nothing to do, I went to downtown and into Bakersfield. I have nothing to do during the week days, I just sit on my A** or lay down. I try to enjoy live, but I just can't. I asked my ex b/f, "Why didn't you just kill me when you had the chance?" And he told me that he can't live without me. I told him I can't live ( Read more... )

Today was okay until... never mind. Sometimes I think God made a mistake by making me. I'm just a waste of a human body. There's dead people that deserve to live and I don't think I deserve to live.I'm so depressed. I can't have what I want and when I have the chance to have it I don't know what I want. Lately, I've been having a very depress mood ( Read more... )

Well, I went to the Used concert. I got to meet Bert. I saw kt, jose, raul and a couple of people. The concert was okay... I liked it, but it wasn't all that great cuz we couldn't get closer and because Jesus couldn't go, he didn't have a ride. Jesus is getting taller and thiner... he is getting hot. Last time when I was staying at his house some ( Read more... )

I got discharge and I'm back. Well Alonzo was happy to hear from me. I kinda felt weird when i left, i dumped alonzo. I called raul and I TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM, he didn't say anything. So I think i did a mistake for telling him. I'm confused.. Alonzo asked me out and he even got me a ring I just DON'T KNOW!
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Well i'm leaving rommorrow to the army around 1 am. I'm going to miss every one I don't really want to go anymore, I want to stay. Alonzo threw me a party for my birthday, I felt guilty. I'm leaving and I leaving him too . He just doesn't know I cutting it off. I'm so confused. I can't leave and leave a bf... so, i just don't know. I get my doubts.

Yesterday I went to The slipknot concert with, Alonzo. We went to San Diego, it was the nearest concert. I almost kicked a girl's ass in the concert, she was getting on my nerves. We had fun. I really miss him, he asked me out I don't know i'll think about it.. maybe a yes since he was my first b/f.
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Well i went to the concert. I got to meet the guys from afi and I got to meet some cute guys too. I was flurting with one of the guys, Daniel, he is so cute. Too bad he is from San Berdandino. His car broke down they stayed in a hotel. We played games. I saw Matthew.. aww he is cute. I saw Raul, Kt, lucy, jose, and other people. Karina picked me ( Read more... )

I'm going to the afi concert tommorrow. I got a ticket for myself, because last time I got tickets for the foo fighters no one wanted to go, I invited priscila in the last minute. We had fun.
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