Hi, I'm still here

[ana_crazylily]

Well, today wasn't that bad, but I didn't enjoy it. I spoke to my mom today, the last time I spoke to her was around December 15, 2004. My sister hasn't call me, she ranaway with her b/f. Well, I'm guessing I'm going to quit on the guy that I thought was so cute, he doesn't care for me. Yesterdady we went to a Basketball game because he had to get extra credit for his class, he needed it to pass it. Well, he was suppose to call me today, but he didn't. I enjoyed the day. After the girls jv game, the varsity guys started to play. I had to go back to my friends house. Before he droped me off, he took me to starbucks. We went to walmart to get something for his hair. I feel a little better since them. I don't know what to do thou. Everytime I see his mom I'm afraid she's going to ask me if I'm going out with him because she knew we were going out before. I'm going to try to move on, I think my exboyfrind, my first boyfriend( I've only had 2 bf's), wants me back, but it's been hard to forget. The first time we went out he scamed with some slut, forgot her name. He had the nerve to hit me for him being jealous that guys stare and say things. He thinks I have a thing for a guy who is a boxer and is 23 years old. Yes, he's a hottie, but is a guy that has been around alot. My friend was right, she told me she heard bad things, but I thought he was different because he didn't acted like that and was different with me. This caused conflict with my ex and I because he found my journal and he found out I liked him. But I'm over this guy, it was only a crush besides we didn't go out. I guess every person missess something from their ex's, unless they did something bad and want to forget, but I sure do miss something and I don't know what it is. Last night my friend, drewxandy, and I babysat from 10pm until 3:30. We were tired we woke up around 12 pm today.
Toddles... see if I survive the suffering,
Ana_crazylily