I don't feel like being here right now. I feel so depressed. I can't even n/m. I just don't like this place. I know I whine about life alot but hey what can I do??? Just work and write about it. besides that this is my stupid journal.

I am so fustrated no one wants to sk8................ Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I have no life. i CAN'T A FREAKING JOB AND i'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL UNTIL aUGUST OR sEPTEMBER. I'm so fustrated, that I just want to kill myself. Someone.. no names... threw my fags and I need one right now.

I took this test today and it said my true love is my ex, THE CREEPIER PART was that TRASH by Korn was our fav. song and it was random. People don't understand me. Everyone think I'm happy but i'm not. My life has been horrible. Lots of pain. To top it off Metallica... was his fav. band ... God, I'm listening to the radio and they're playing ( Read more... )

This past wk has been hell. My ex boyfriend denies his love towards, even thou he tried to kill himself because I dumped him. He even called a girl and asked her out... She even told me. That breaks my heart. I like him, but i had to leave him.

Sometimes... I just want to kill my self. I don't want to live any more. I just can't take people's b/s. When I listen to Tacking Back Sunday I feel a little better, but know I'm listening to the Used and I feel like I want to commit suicide, I FEEL LIKE S**T. People don't take me seriously. Last time when I stabbed myself on my back, my mom made ( Read more... )

well today was alright, but i'm full and my tummy hurts. I have people stalkin me and I think I know who it is. well I spoke to my bf but he hasn't called me back. SOONER OR LATER i'LL FIND OUT GOTTA GO.
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Today was an ok day. I got to speak to my mom and my little sister. I am bored right now. I have nothing to do but just sit here and get depressed. I haven't gotten a call all day from... and to top it off Some guy, name not going to say, won't stop calling me. I don't wasnt to go with him cuz I'm talking to someone else. God, help me.
I'm out

I'm dying my hair ... so, I have to take a shower in a few. Well I got throuh my fear of the guy saying no to me. I guess we are going out since last night. I made a big deal out of it, don't know why. I was just scared I guess. To day I updated my application for school. I just need to get a new financial aid form and the I get to start in the ( Read more... )