there are so many thoughts in my head ( Read more... )

what will i do to improve the edgewater whole body department ( Read more... )

why is it so hard to grow ( Read more... )

a few quotes i saw that i want to remember ( Read more... )

i want to thank you for helping me see myself. you entered my life and forced me to see certain things about myself--good things that i know i should not take for granted and that i should appreciate---and things that i want to work on and change. everything is not all bad or good--there is little black and white--and lots and lots of colors. re- ( Read more... )

dear t ( Read more... )

i WILL not be treated this way. i know i am not perfect, but i have never treated you like this. the way you are treating me tells me that i should not and do not want to be in your life. it's your choice and your loss. your actions are telling me to get out. if you shut me out anymore i will be flat on the floor on my face. i will not let you ( Read more... )

today i picked three fairy cards-detoxification, vacation, and self more importantly, these cards validated that i am going thru a change/changes, but that i am trying to improve myself for the better ( Read more... )

just for the record i am not doing this b/c i am looking for someone, something. i am just looking for friends, tis all, and this is the best way to do so for me at the present moment. i am proud of myself for being strong today and to not succumbing to earlier morning feelings. i am not sorry for being too sensitive or for being able to express ( Read more... )

i don't understand why i am the unfavored one. i need to get out of here. this is not running. instead it is taking myself out of a toxic environment, one filled with hypocrisy and liars. people say, it is not that bad. these people don't live here. these people only see the outside, the pretty icing that others want them to see. i have tried. i ( Read more... )