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sittin
*sigh* I'm happy. I love my friends...I don't have a ton but that only means I care about and love them more. I don't feel spread thin trying to simply live. I love Jules. I love our friendship. I love our history...all of it. It makes me feel secure and sure that I will always have someone. I hope she knows that she will always have me... ( Read more... ) -
happy to be...lucky to exist.
I am happy to be and lucky to exist. I have more friends than foes and more wins than woes. I can sill walk and talk and read. I'm lucky to be here, to have gone on living. I'm not super brave super tough or super anything. But I'll be there for you, my "not-so-super" powers should be plenty. My Love is infinite, my days are few. But time can't ( Read more... ) -
or somethin like that
Being on the phone with mi familia on a regular basis has really refreshed my Spanish. It's awesome how everything just came flooding back. How awesome is that! I never needed rosetta stone to get it back afterall. On another note, after this most recent ER trip, I've come to realize that to turn this around by October is a feat that might ( Read more... ) -
it's kind of late...i still have enough to say
So, hmmm…let’s try this again. I’m not sure what all I’ll put in here. I want to start off by telling myself ‘Mel, I’m hella proud of you!’ I’m doing good for myself. I’m doing good. I went out to eat with Kerie after work yesterday. It was a pretty good time. She always tries to talk around her love interest though. I think I put a stop to ( Read more... ) -
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Live Journal, you are a bastard for deleting that 40 minutes of typing I just had. K Thanks. -
Crying
I wear sunglasses 24/7 now...I have for a few days. I hate people seeing me cry...and I cry all the time now. I cry for no reason. What the hell. Man, I guess I'm getting a sensitivity re-up or something because I care now. I care about a lot of things. I guess that's not put correctly. I've always cared about things, great or tiny. I didn't ( Read more... ) -
Oh LJ...we meet again. Shall we dance?
I feel safe here at times. I know no one looks at this and I like it that way. Perfect strangers in an imperfect world. I can't do ANYTHING without having it "double checked" or looked over. Damn, quit looking over my shoulder. Stay out of my journals...even though I don't care. I'm not ashamed of my feelings anymore...something that took me ( Read more... ) -
there's nothin like a good dog.
Okay, so when Kenai was stolen, it was possibly one of the most emotional days of my life...Disbelief, Anger, Frustration, Sadness, Feat, Regret, Worry, Distress, Anxiety...My dad said he saw someone throw "something dark" into the back of the truck right before it backed away from our house, but it could have been anything. That truck was oddly ( Read more... ) -
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i am going to vomit. i am seriously going to hurl.