I realized when my mom told me I was way too moody even for PMS that I made a mistake. None of this is your fault. I don't blame you for anything. For breaking up with me. For wanting time or letting me go so easy. It's my fault. I'd do anything to take it back. I'll even be your friend and give you time. After feeling like I did today. I ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to do. If she can't get along with my boyfriend then she has to expect our time together to be cut in half. She has to know that when I said, "No boy can ever replace my best friend," that I meant it. It's not just something I told her to get her to stick around. I told him how our friendship went when I was with Jim ( Read more... )

I owe you an apology. I'm sure you don't feel comrfortable about the fact that I compared you to someone I hate more than anyone in the world but it was all too familiar. I can't go through that again. My body can't afford to lose another 11 lbs and I can't afford to miss that much of my life just because someone told me they'd do anything for ( Read more... )

I just stood there like somebody help me! Ten minutes to talk about senior projects isn't bad and I honestly had more to say. Why do I get so nervous? I know and have talked to everyone in my English Honors class. Most of them I know personally. I even like Mr. Kulick. He's the twin of my father, what's not to like. It was all you Maria. ( Read more... )

The last time I went for coffee with Jeremy Burgess he made it so akward. The only reason it was awkward is because he said it was. He said it was because we've never hung out together. He basically told me that I should get a life. He says, "I never see you around." We live in two separate towns, one which happens to be in a higher elevation, we ( Read more... )

Last week when I picked up the guitar and wrote the song that I'd been trying to come up with for the past three months I thought it was a miracle. Why would whoever is the higher power just put this song in my head a week before class day. It was the biggest hint in the world. I had to play it. Not only did I have to play it I had to play to ( Read more... )

I love how when my mom gets in a bad mood she acts like my sister's her best friend and arguements are always my fault. Doesn't she know that if she would yell at my sister for slirrping at the dinner table and not at me for yelling at my sister for slirrping the whole problem would be solved. And yesterday when my sister forgot (sarcastic ( Read more... )

I'd like to think that Maria and I made a mends but we haven't really. Nothing was solved. Nobody's mind was put at ease. I suppose the problem really wasn't the fact that she wouldn't go to the library with me even though I would've done it for her. I suppose it was her March 10th lj. She can tell me it wasn't directed at me and even if it ( Read more... )

REMEMBER MARIA WHEN YOU CALLED ME AND ASKED ME TO GO FOR COFFEE AND I SAID I COULDN'T BECAUSE I HAD A PSYCHOLOGY PAPER TO WRITE? WELL I GOT BITCHED OUT BY MY PARENTS WHEN MRS. BULLION SENT HOME A DEFFICIENCY BECAUSE I HANDED IN THE ASSIGNMENT A DAY LATE.KNOW WHY I HANDED IT IN LATE? BECAUSE I CARED ENOUGH TO COME TO YOUR RESCUE WHEN YOU NEEDED ME ( Read more... )

I sat accross from this kid on the bus ride home. He was heavy and shy and maybe even a little slow. He sat by me a couple times before and he likes to talk. I'd have my headphones on and I'd have to keep saying what. Sometimes I'd just stare out the window so he wouldn't talk to me. Not to be mean just 'cause well I didn't feel like talking ( Read more... )