The Original Actions Speak Louder than Words

[amimissing87]

I owe you an apology. I'm sure you don't feel comrfortable about the fact that I compared you to someone I hate more than anyone in the world but it was all too familiar. I can't go through that again. My body can't afford to lose another 11 lbs and I can't afford to miss that much of my life just because someone told me they'd do anything for me and then took it all back. After him I told myself I wouldn't believe in words anymore. Anyone can make something sound good but actions speak louder and when it came to acting he failed. So you can probably make me believe something thats good for about ten minutes but unless you prove it I won't be comfortable. I am in no way shape or form saying this won't work(making it clear I'm not breaking up with you). In fact I think it'll be worth both of what feel(not even quite sure what that is yet) once I get over the idea that everyone is like him. That takes time so I think slower is better. Going out on the first DATE(as I make the peace sign and wiggle my fingers)isn't slow but I think it would've happened eventually. So, I'm ok.

PS. I LOVED dancing, I love that you're weird(so am I), I love facial hair,dragons,fairies,soft hair,Piano Man,tai kwan doh(might be spelled wrong) and I love positivity. You've got a lot going for you babe.