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Yesterday was my birthday. I slept most of it. Just another day.
Today I drove around and pretended to play a game that we are all living anyway. -
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I love when something so totally by chance comes along and it raises little notices in my head. Little notes of advice on how to live my life for the better. Adjust this, adjust that, things are going to work out wonderfully. I said a while ago that I thought this summer might be a significant one... already in such a short time it has been very ( Read more... ) -
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Plans have changed for the better, and I feel so much better too. I am so excited to take summer school, you don't even understand.
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What I hate most about life is its inherent loneliness. I'm very lonely. -
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It's all-consuming. -
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Without a sound ever heard.
I want to start over. -
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I had to break into my nickels and pennies to pay rent today. Money sucks.
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She said it tasted like ass.
If this is what I have to do in order to take care of myself, then so be it.
Not that I'm saying it's worth it. Not that at this moment I don't want to say FUCK YOU. I guess I'm telling myself fuck us both for this trap that I (and maybe you??) am (are?) stuck in.
Such is life. Chew the gum and swallow the rest.
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Relaxing is an art. Do you believe me?
Language is fleeting, as is creation. Life flirts with me as does darkness.
When I heard her voice yesterday it made me crumple. Today I sing. I believe myself taller in the orange and yellow rays of heat. I think someone used a new fertilizer.
Yeah, I've done it before. Bring that shit in.
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After accusations were made to me, this. They always take advantage. I have only myself.
But it's true I always expect too much out of the ones I stupidly love just to be let down in the end. Down sucks.