Talk to me tomorrow night, probably 9ish or after. It'll be the real me then. Oh, party at my house. Come on over.

"Are you real or what?" I ask.

We're all insane some way. By realizing that sanity isn't real, that nothing is real, I am able to see that the world is all lovely. I want to pet a dog, run a mile, and fuck a hot person. This is my life as an adventure, just to experience on a daily level. I used to do it once and not realize, now I realize and ( Read more... )

Haven't taken so much time to think lately. Hence, my words are few. But I am taking much in. Just you wait.

Perhaps the surrealism of a year ago is now hitting me. Perhaps now real changes are being made.

Sometimes growing takes rest.

I feel for you girl, so far as you are.

I have retreated too far into my own existence, and things have gotten confused. This newer way is better, but I'm going to have to drop some responsibilities.

Went to the doc today, have strep throat. The symptoms really really suck. Oh, and my camera got stolen the other night. Fucking punk kids...

I'm in transition. Flies are buzzing and I've seen vultures, but I'm the one getting the meat. I say embrace the turn of the Earth, embrace it's vastness. It's easy to feel lost when you find that your world isn't the world at all and nothing really matters.

I need to just be.

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED.

1) Certain opportunities that I wanted and now have I'm not embracing at all. Other things I continue to hope for, and in the meantime enjoy my life as it is. The trees are beautiful and the sun is bright. I just have to remember to breathe ( Read more... )

'"To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch... to know even one life has breathed ( Read more... )

Current blood donor policy frustrates me.

He drives a Lexus. It takes much more than that dude. I suppose only time will tell.

I need to be more strict with myself.