She said it tasted like ass.
If this is what I have to do in order to take care of myself, then so be it.
Not that I'm saying it's worth it. Not that at this moment I don't want to say FUCK YOU. I guess I'm telling myself fuck us both for this trap that I (and maybe you??) am (are?) stuck in.
Such is life. Chew the gum and swallow the rest.
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Today (last night/this morning) I saw the sun set and watched it rise, didn't sleep in between. Tomorrow (later today) I intend to help *** finish moving his stuff [I originally used the word crap rather than stuff, apparently I have some attitude at the moment], sleep under the sun, and turn in fast food applications. I'm procrastinating further stresses to Sunday, and all partying shall be put off for self-care and productivity.
Not that I'm saying it's worth it. Not that at this moment I don't want to say FUCK YOU. I guess I'm telling myself fuck us both for this trap that I (and maybe you??) am (are?) stuck in.
Such is life. Chew the gum and swallow the rest.
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Today (last night/this morning) I saw the sun set and watched it rise, didn't sleep in between. Tomorrow (later today) I intend to help *** finish moving his stuff [I originally used the word crap rather than stuff, apparently I have some attitude at the moment], sleep under the sun, and turn in fast food applications. I'm procrastinating further stresses to Sunday, and all partying shall be put off for self-care and productivity.