sigh. why bother?

I got my car back.

today wasnt so bad. i worked. my feet hurt ( Read more... )

Today I want to be somewhere else and with other people. Today I felt alone and I felt sad. I felt bored and I felt tired of the same old things. I want to really feel life begin. I want to walk on water. Happy Birthday BTW. I need to get back some place ( Read more... )

God, I am an asshole. I hate being like this. I hate being so mean sometimes but I have just honestly become bitter. I am just angry at life, at god, my grandma, myself, everyone who has ever loved me and everyone who has ever rejected me. The only people who make me feel good is a few select friends who actually care ( Read more... )

I am back! Lets see how long it last though. Well summer is over. I leave back to Flagstaff tomorrow morning. I am excited but a little scared and stressed out about it as well. I dunno ( Read more... )

Okay okay. So I am offically addicted to reality TV. I have no idea why I am sitting here right now watching Dancing with the Stars. Ahhh! Help me. Wow! That was a good move.

Life has been a little exhausting. Between working 50 hours a week and sleeping only 2-4hrs a night I really am having a hard time functioning and getting into some kind of routine. I will get next weeks schedule today and see how that is looking. I keep my head up while I am at work though because the fact of the matter is that I need the money ( Read more... )

The trip was worth it either way. I enjoyed Six Flags, tanning at the beach, going to the clubs and everything that happened. I will try to make a longer entry later but for now this is it. For those of you who dont know we got into a decently bad car accident. No one was hurt but my car is non existant for now. Smashed in the front and back. I may ( Read more... )

First let me start off with why I hate Tucson. This fucking heat is so awful. It is out of control. It is so shitty that I just don't want to move from my living room until the sun goes down ( Read more... )