do any of you fools have myspace?

just wondering:
http://www.myspace.com/renizzay

thats my page. add me bitches. i won't really be using livejournal much anymore. not like i have lately. hrm.

yeah.. for those of you who don't know... if anyone even reads this shit anymore ( Read more... )

...well, let's see... my father tried to commit suicide (drink/drug himself to death) again this weekend. they released him from the hospital today, and he will most likely try it again. has me stressed out as all mad hell.. no one will do any thing about it, we can't have him in the grace unit cuz my dad never admitted to the nurses he tried to ( Read more... )

hey well.. i ended up not doing too much being home, but for seeing my dying grandfather, my highly dysfunctional aunt and (alcoholic dipshit) father, and few people i used to know.. well, i'm leaving tomorrow morning without having had much for what anyone would call 'fun'.. well ya.. this sucks. cuz i rarely drink, can't really stand alcohol ( Read more... )

yep i'm back until the 2nd of january for those of you who wish to see me. write me back and i'll send my number. lata!

sooo... another day older and deeper in debt.. sort of. well at least i keep my debts pretty well paid off. aNyWAyS.. i'm 22 today.. yay.. i feel old. today, well, starting with last night, kinda just *blew ( Read more... )

QUITE FUNNY HOW some consider themselves above EVERYONE ELSE.. really??? well if you're so convinced that you know my intentions better than i do, and that you're the only person who is right... you can kiss my ass. you never even felt the motivation enough to go out and see for yourself what the world was really like.. even after doing something i ( Read more... )

so i read holly's last entry, and realized that part of the reason i never write anymore is because nobody even reads my shit anymore, which renders it rather pointless to reach out to nothing ( Read more... )

today when i took a shower clumps of hair were falling out... also this today was the first day in 4 days i've eaten more than a couple of bites of food.. i hardly sleep at all but for when the fatigue builds up and i end up sleeping 12 hours on a weekend day. i can't seem to stop picking fights with sean and he doesn't seem to understand when i ( Read more... )

seans mom and i dropped him off at the airport yesterday morning at about 9:30... he called me when he got to atlanta.. poor boy has to fly all the way to incheon from there. i honestly don't want to leave this place.. when i came here it was the first time i felt relaxed and comfortable in a stranger's house within five minutes, i absolutely love ( Read more... )