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Body Image
I sleep nude, mostly. Or in undies. Either way, the point is I wake up to see my skin-clad body every morning. And it is increasingly more often that I wake up and just think "WOW, I'm beautiful." Not that I've ever had debilitating body image, or any real problems with it besides gaining weight and thinking I could look better and/or needed to ( Read more... ) -
The Renaissance Faire
I just spent the last three weekends working as an alehouse wench at the Midsummer Renaissance Faire in Bonney Lake, WA. It was probably the best commitment I have made while living in Ellensburg. It ended up being like a summer camp, where each weekend we camped together, worked together, and drank WAY too much together, all while bonding and ( Read more... ) -
Dating and Junk, an update
Sal and I had to end things because he was an avid gun-person and I am not cool with that, it is a deal breaker for me. But it was nice, and fun, and gave me a little boost into knowing what are some hard lines I can't cross for another person and what I can ( Read more... ) -
Dating! Like, for reals?
So, on a whim I decided to meet up with this man, Sal, who I had been talking to for a little while on an online dating site. I went through a boredum streak post-philosophy conference and was trying to not be SOOOO into Brent (who is a wonderful friend I don't want to lose from me being crazy) and decided to log onto a dating thing and browse. Of ( Read more... ) -
Self Worth and Pride
Sometimes it seems like you are so put together and you aren't crazy. But really you are an emotional mess who feels like she doesn't have a grasp on anything.
And the one thing I really want, is to be happy being alone and feel pride in myself without the validation of others.
But being alone is lonely. -
Just Friends
Went to Seattle yesterday, Brent wanted Thai Tom so we drove there for lunch then came back! Hahaha ( Read more... ) -
The Thick of It
I've started running twice a week, and have to get a running app to keep track of my time and distance because I can't be trusted to keep track of it myself. I lose count of the laps! Haha ( Read more... ) -
Academia Craziness
I got myself into a conference, even though I have graduated... So I've been writing up a presentation for this thing, that I think will be partially a flop but I will try to pull it off like a pro. This trip starts Wednesday and ends with me flying on my birthday. WOO ( Read more... ) -
Full Plate
There are times where I feel like I got everything under control, and I decide to add a little bit of extra stuff to my life. Like having two jobs, working 7 days a week. Then deciding to write a 10 page paper for a philosophy conference, apply to Yakima Valley CC for early childhood ed, and make sure I work out every day, all while studying and ( Read more... ) -
TMI, SO MUCH TMI
WARNING THIS WILL BE TOO MUCH INFORMATION kthnx ( Read more... )