I sleep nude, mostly. Or in undies. Either way, the point is I wake up to see my skin-clad body every morning. And it is increasingly more often that I wake up and just think "WOW, I'm beautiful." Not that I've ever had debilitating body image, or any real problems with it besides gaining weight and thinking I could look better and/or needed to ( Read more... )

I've started running twice a week, and have to get a running app to keep track of my time and distance because I can't be trusted to keep track of it myself. I lose count of the laps! Haha ( Read more... )

It's taken so long to get my stuff in order to start at the daycare, a fucking month! I thought I was starting on the New Year but I was freaking wrong. So I am hopefully going to start next week, but might not start until Feb. 3!!! I just want to be working because I've had too much time on my hands and I've been sleeping too much. My sleep ( Read more... )

I start my job at the reference desk for the Brooks Library on campus tomorrow. I have a "real" job again. It's been 18 months since that's been a thing. Mainly it's a set hours kind of gig, which is nice ( Read more... )

I know it's a change in mindset I need. I know and I'm trying. But you know, when family tells me I'm getting bigger, and that they think I might be eating too much....well it makes the mindset thing kind of hard ( Read more... )

My abdominal fat is out of control.
I need to get back into cardio 5-6 times a week.

NOW!

Go.

I'm feeling large today, well lately. I know it is the beginning of my new life here in Ellensburg... but I have no patience with myself ( Read more... )

I quit the daycare, I don't regret it at all or feel like I have done a horrible thing for the kids ( Read more... )

I am beautiful, sexy and cute ( Read more... )

My LJ is in German, how did that happen ( Read more... )