Du bist ein schoener Mann.
I am beautiful, sexy and cute.
The last weekish has been a great time, and I am really looking forward to where all this change takes me. Sewing something elaborate and fancy was amazing. I felt so engrossed in the project that I spent a whole SATURDAY on it, instead of going out of my house. Haha
One bittersweet event has recently opened my eyes to how much I hold back on my feelings with people because I am scared to say too much. If I like someone, I am just going to go for it.
REJECTION IS NOT THAT BAD!!! It doesn't change who I am or make me any less wonderful. It just means I keep going. Also a difference in paths right now, at this young age, does not mean something can't happen in future. In fact...why the fuck not??
Diverging paths are okay. At least I will be missed. :)
That kind of cheese is always going to win me over. I'm a cheesy fiend!!
I know this may make no sense, but I need to vent my silly thoughts.
No longer will I hold off getting to know someone I take a liking to, because waiting just messes up everything. I only have two weeks, and procrastination just became my most loathed trait.
<3
First time in almost a year I was able to be intimate with someone and not be drunk.
The last weekish has been a great time, and I am really looking forward to where all this change takes me. Sewing something elaborate and fancy was amazing. I felt so engrossed in the project that I spent a whole SATURDAY on it, instead of going out of my house. Haha
One bittersweet event has recently opened my eyes to how much I hold back on my feelings with people because I am scared to say too much. If I like someone, I am just going to go for it.
REJECTION IS NOT THAT BAD!!! It doesn't change who I am or make me any less wonderful. It just means I keep going. Also a difference in paths right now, at this young age, does not mean something can't happen in future. In fact...why the fuck not??
Diverging paths are okay. At least I will be missed. :)
That kind of cheese is always going to win me over. I'm a cheesy fiend!!
I know this may make no sense, but I need to vent my silly thoughts.
No longer will I hold off getting to know someone I take a liking to, because waiting just messes up everything. I only have two weeks, and procrastination just became my most loathed trait.
<3
First time in almost a year I was able to be intimate with someone and not be drunk.