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[amadeus_amadeus]

mememe
sleep every other day
every 35 hour red eyes, face looks like puffins, feel like 100% grime, cant think properly. paranoid ideas about evreythgin.
i feel like there's a phantom string hanging around my neck
what is it time to do? seriously? so many useless feelings and just a self perpetuating cycle of lethargy i thought could stay on hiatus a

Comments

[sasch_ul]

not zo much alone on anything ... i like it when other people gripe about shith because i feel less foolish when its my turn. ive just been so bizzy and confused to say anything, i hate that, im so relieved to be starting my first day off in a while right now, also i have tomorrow off too, which i haven't had 2 consecutive days off in a week and a half so i know things will get better at that. the last 3 days here have been overcast and raining. i love that you said u feel like youu have a phantom string around your neck! it sounds exactly right. ********** I dont think i mind the rain but maybe its a collective thing sometimes, it gets into you , i luvvv willhelm reich, i think being that he's from england --had an understanding of the cloud weather... do you know about the cloudbuster? i cant figure out how to explain it... hopefully you know already, i guess i think its a cute idea , if i ever make it to burning man one day, i think it would be cool to build a cloudbuster. have you ever been

[amadeus_amadeus]

o i wish it would rain a little more often as of late. we had a solid month and 1/2 of rain over spring which got to be sort of painful but i can feel the weather patterns getting more extreme compared to like,10+ years ago.. this last week, 100 degrees and 80% humidity every day which is equally debilitating as never ending michigan winter. it feels like spring and fall barely exist and those are the most important to my mindset and probably for everyone else,,,,,,,,, i know i'm not alone in this misery boat

[blumelein]

i know what you mean with the sleeping thing. i sleep way too much, sometimes like 11 hours. it makes me feel really annoyed because these are precious hours i could be using to make something, though on the other hand i'm horrible at getting anything done in an even remotely time-effective manner. sleep is good to check the fuck out of this world, and really, with the current conditions, why would you want to be here

[amadeus_amadeus]

yeah sleep is easily my biggest overindulgence-endless-battle. like a solid 12 hours a day if i force myself not to. i used to have marathons, staying in bed for 2 or 3 days and only getting up for bodily functions, eat something just because it would put me back to sleep. i still do 15-17 hours on a pretty frequent basis because i wipe myself out, being afraid to sleep because i know i won't finish something i'm working on unless i stay awake to see it through. a lot of it ties into productivity for me too, but it's rare when i feel like i am actually doing enough of what i want done

[artimasele]

Super-Duper site! I am loving it!! Will come back again – taking your RSS feeds also, Thanks.