im really in the mood to update. i dunno why, i just have nothing better to do and i might as well ( Read more... )

i need to get away from things for a while. i have too many pointless problems piling up on one-another, ultimately forming a huge problematic...problem. i'm so numb lately. i cant express myself at all, physically or emotionally. my social skills are shot, and my relationships with people are just going downhill. i cant balance my friendhips and ( Read more... )

people always feel the need to impress. whether it's appearance, attitude, physical gestures (or implications..), personality, whatever..everyone always seems like they're desperately trying to make people think something they wouldnt if they knew what you were like when you're alone. of course, no one wants anyone to ever view what they're like ( Read more... )

i needed a new start on live journal.

i missed having one...plus i need a place to spill my heart out without getting weird looks from my friends or embarrassing myself to the fullest extent.