january, 2010. the last time i wrote in here was summer after high school. i'm halfway through junior year, and i don't know what i've been doing for the last 3 years. sleeping? overeating? both? blerg. i wish i didn't see college as something i need to get through with so i can go on with the rest of my life. this IS my life. yet every day i spend ( Read more... )

well it finally feels like summer. so that's good. this summer has been good so far. relaxing. but i'm going to be really busy soon because i'm going to florida on sunday and then after i come home its july 4 and summerfest and then i go to ireland for 2 weeks. and then when i get back i have to pack for college. craaaazy. but yeah. so pretty much ( Read more... )

I have been looking forward to this summer for the last year. Well actually for much longer than that, but for the past year I have been literally counting down the days. And now it's here. And it doesn't feel any different. I'm the type of person who never realizes how good I have it until it isn't so good anymore. And also I have a horrible, ( Read more... )

today was honors day. this is too weird. but i'm so happy that we're leaving. i am ready to start over... wayyyy ready. i just can't wait for that feeling when i have no idea what i'm doing or where i am going with my life, and i'm completely lost at boulder.. that feeling of being so insignificant, but still being able to build my entire life. ( Read more... )

life has been different lately. nothing like it used to be, but in a definitely good way. my group of friends is continually expanding, and finding interesting things about new people is incredible. i never thought i liked meeting new people, but i think it's time i reverse that decision. i also think that my problem of judging too quickly is on ( Read more... )

i think it's about time i start to realize how lucky i am.

spring break is in 4 days.
then april.
then prom.
then may crowning, honors day, senior breakfast.
then graduation.
then summer.
then college.

holy shit!

this year is fun.

holy snow dayyyyy.

i've been so lazy in some respects for the last few days. i haven't done any homework.. it feels really weird.. oh well!

i think i'm going to start writing in this. often. so let's see. what have i been up to for the past year ( Read more... )