it hasn't felt like home before you
january, 2010. the last time i wrote in here was summer after high school. i'm halfway through junior year, and i don't know what i've been doing for the last 3 years. sleeping? overeating? both? blerg. i wish i didn't see college as something i need to get through with so i can go on with the rest of my life. this IS my life. yet every day i spend in this dorm, i just think about how many fewer days i'll be here. which is so stupid. i need to go out and enjoy this and have fun and not just think about the next time i get to see my boyfriend. but, for now i think i'll go take a nap. i can listen to my advice starting tomorrow.