happy birthday ellydee27!

incredibly upset about RL stuff right now. but sarcasticpixie wrote some AMAZING joe/nick AU/future!fic in which joe is the new conan and nick leads the house band. she's posting it in reply to my spazzy comments on a f-locked post so i'm re-posting here on her behalf
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gonna shuffle up the usual order of things today.

MISC

1) jd salinger dies at age 91: this makes me really sad. i grew up with salinger's books and they made a big difference during some of the toughest times in my adolescence. i have special memories attached not only to catcher in the rye, but frannie & zooey, nine stories and raise high the ( Read more... )

happy birthday to elf18 and nathaniel_hp!

trying to repress all the RL crap that's going on right now. i want to say "bugger this for a lark!" and just go off somewhere but hello, empty bank account. i've been keeping myself distracted with the intarwebz instead. i guess it's working, somewhat. i dunno.

ANYWAY. i'm trying to pace myself with JONAS b/c i'm already ( Read more... )

got home from class half an hour ago. my dad left this evening so the flat's really quiet and lonely. i'm all sorts of sad b/c i probably won't see him for another year. it sucks
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i have my HR planning class tonight and i really don't feel like going since it's raining and just depressing outside, and i'd rather stay in bed all day
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woke up at 7am the way i've been accustomed to doing for the past 2.5 yrs. i'd passed out on my couch and i contemplated just laying there even though i ached from head to toe. finally shuffled into the bedroom to turn off my alarm and the lights that had been on all night, but wasn't able to fall asleep. my brain won't shut up ( Read more... )

I AM SICK AS A DOG AND FUCKING DEPRESSED TO BOOT, BUT KITSU84 POSTED AN UPCOMING CHARACTER SPOILER THAT IS ALMOST AWESOME ENOUGH TO HEAL ME BOTH MENTALLY & PHYSICALLY.

( KRIPKE & EDLUND, MARRY ME NOWWW )

belated birthday wishes for nolagal and phutro!i had a mini meltdown last night. the itchy face was back in full force, i had a number of household problems to deal with [mainly bursting lightbulbs & malfunctioning toilets], and a number of more serious issues that are ever-present [and that i never talk about] reared their head. sort of caved to the stress and ( Read more... )

happy birthday to birdseyeview, lijahlover and tomatoe18!

eid is probably going to be on the 20th. this isn't the first year that i haven't been invited for ramadan festivities and iftaar parties [b/c family friends think it's alright to discount me since i live on my own and my parents aren't here], but it IS the first time that people have conveniently "forgotten" to ( Read more... )

there is no god up in the sky tonight
no sight of heaven anywhere in sight
all that was true is left behind
once i could see, now i am blind
don't want the dreams you try to sell
this disease, i give to myself

i woke up this morning with zero mobility in my right arm. slight pain but no numbness or pinching. pretty damn worried and scared, so i'm ( Read more... )