i just found out that andreth47 has passed away.

i'm still in shock. i can't wrap my head around this news. she was one of the first supernatural writers i read upon becoming active in fandom, and i greatly admired her talented words and her willingness to explore various kinks. more than that, i loved her sharp wit and friendliness. and who could forget ( Read more... )

i am still horribly full due to an amazing meal i had at fresh with
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i was looking forward to a phone interview for a job i was quite excited about. it ended up being a bust b/c they're currently hiring for a different position, which isn't a good match for me, so i'm all sorts of downtrodden now. fuck.now i have to venture out in the gloomy weather [hello, pathetic fallacy] and run some errands so i don't give in ( Read more... )

hello, dear comrades. you might be glad to know that i am alive and well, despite not having updated for almost a fortnight and ignoring my darling flist for 3+ weeks. did you miss me? well, i missed YOU ( Read more... )

i finally watched the latest episode of doctor who with
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i am sick once again. i've been suffering from a sore throat for the past 3 weeks, and last night i finally ended up running a temperature. ugh.

i'm trying to stay positive but my life is going nowhere. i keep bursting into tears at random intervals. i just want things to work out. i'm so tired.

in happier news, at dawn i uploaded 52 icons and i ( Read more... )

happy birthday to themarisa, strangefantasy and how_we_fade!

hello all! before i forget, before i forget:

the happy-making meme. part deux.
make me happy!

how was everyone's weekend? mine was pretty eventful
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belated happy birthday to madeira, amnoturmonkey and maraceles!

RL is getting more complicated than i can handle. i think i'm going to have a breakdown soon, and it's not going to be pleasant. sigh. can y'all please distract me with some fun/interesting/random questions here?

and since i can't focus enough right now to post a proper entry, here's a meme stolen from rebekahfair that i' ( Read more... )

things i learnt today ( Read more... )

over thinking, over analysing separates the body from the mind
withering my intuition, missing opportunities and i must
feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the linesmum's gone. the flat would be deathly quiet but i'm being a douchebag and playing all my tool albums REALLY loudly at 2am. i dunno, maynard screaming puts me at peace. ( Read more... )