trying to be bleak listening to toro y moi saturday love, kind of hard. like trying to punch a kid crying butt i love you dadddy. just focus and do it.

jesus i dont even know

writing stuff down makes it more real than i want to aknowledge. i go away for ages when things are great and then come back to update the fake internet world of how bad things ( Read more... )

the best thing about livejournal or specifically this livejournal is the fact its like being the last guy on a huge spaceship just drifting out in nowhere. throwing words and letters out in nothingness like they're frozen and 3d real

i think that is my new romantic dream, losing out in a big old derelict spaceship.

i guess i am living the dream.

I am going to drum and you are going to hate it/.

2010, 2010 it was really nothing.

sometimes I feel like if i could offer the world one bit of advice it's be never ever fall in love. and then i chuck my bones on the sofa and watch wal-e, and i cry. because it accesses that part of me that knows that knew what it is was to be in love. and that if nothing had happened i could just watch it and life ( Read more... )

I suppose I always do this, so why break tradition.

here are my top 5 songs of 2010, in order 1-5:

Hologram - These New Puritans
Strawberry Skies - Games
I Was Thinking - Gauntlet Hair
Slow - Twin Shadow
A Piece of String - Clock Opera (Worriedaboutsatan* Remix)

*Pissing About is technically a favourite song of this year but it was released before 2010.

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i watched four lions today, i remember when all this kicked off and we started bombing iraq. I was massively naive and drew from schooling that as we were at war it meant everyone joining in, regardless of if you wanted to or not, and things getting pretty nasty before anything normal happened ( Read more... )

like a big traitor i'm stumbling on to a tumblr.

literally as we speak so its empty, for now.

http://lackmateria-blackmateria.tumblr.com/

going to use this for more personal nonsense i suppose. tumblr will be a bit more public friendly.

party & bullshit ( Read more... )

i don't wanna believe, or be in love
i don't wanna be...believin' in love

one day i will wake up and the flesh will have ran and i'll look as old as i actually am, and i guess then i'll feel a longing for the days of "so are you at college/uni?"

i have been very busy lately.