I wonder if there is anyone at all reading these any more? Probably not.

...then realized that I probably shouldn't. *sigh* So I'll whine about something else instead.

You know what sucks? Knowing that you can never have a one-and-only. Ever. The closest I'll ever come is Oni, and I do love him so much, but he's hardly even a person, he's just a fragment of me. Like I'm a fragment of Steph, and that's why I can ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days when I can't get my mind off of past pains. I've been so badly hurt sometimes, mostly by people who never meant to hurt me, which almost makes it worse. I can't hate them for it. I can't just say "Yeah, so-and-so who said the thing four years ago that still stabs me right here today is a bitch" and dismiss it. She's ( Read more... )

Apparently the thing needed for me to come out of a month+ of hibernation is for Steph to try out cosplay beards. As usual, our shared subconscious is as subtle as a brick. "Oh, this is a guy thing! Guy thing! That means Aidan! Here!" *subconscious hepfully pulls Aidan out of the aether and presents him ( Read more... )

( Dark Thoughts )

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I posted this elsewhere a while back, I felt like putting it up here too.

( Coming and Going )

Sometimes I think we just can't be happy unless we're shifting or changing our identity in new ways. For the last nearly two decades now there have been very few years in which we didn't have some kind of change in the formula of who we are ( Read more... )

Had a few of my favorite things tonight ( Read more... )

Me and my issues. Bleh. :P Right now I am craving blood again. I suspect it's just the stress from work combined with my fronting a lot lately making me want it. I last fed three months ago, which is actually pretty recent for me, I only feed a couple of times a year, usually ( Read more... )