I was going to whine about something...
...then realized that I probably shouldn't. *sigh* So I'll whine about something else instead.
You know what sucks? Knowing that you can never have a one-and-only. Ever. The closest I'll ever come is Oni, and I do love him so much, but he's hardly even a person, he's just a fragment of me. Like I'm a fragment of Steph, and that's why I can never have somebody outside my own head. What would I have to offer them? Nothing, I'm not even real.
You know what sucks? Knowing that you can never have a one-and-only. Ever. The closest I'll ever come is Oni, and I do love him so much, but he's hardly even a person, he's just a fragment of me. Like I'm a fragment of Steph, and that's why I can never have somebody outside my own head. What would I have to offer them? Nothing, I'm not even real.