i found myself slipping again. thinking like the sappy fuck that i am. thinking i needed to talk to her. feeling like a wreck for a night, maybe i was bored. maybe i feel the way i do because im an idiot. that seems likely. i know this girl who i think about a lot. maybe one day i could think about her constantly. the level of trust doesnt seem ( Read more... )

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shit is fucked up

i got a job. still dont have a roof over my head. i have a week left in this apt. and then im prolly gonna end up staying in a motel for a while. one of those nasty crackhead filled ones in flat rock. i dunno why i thought my father would let me come back home. i remember why i thought he was satan. cuz he is. ill get through this. and eventually ( Read more... )

so times change and so do people. but i have come to realize that i don't and never will. thats why i cant continue on the road i was previously on. ill end up ripping a heart out. and destroying mine in the process. its dead now anyway. it cant work because im an idiot. the one person i felt right with doesn't deserve the person i was or still am ( Read more... )

I'm sick of smiling ( Read more... )

you know whats the shit ( Read more... )

no longer shall you live with no soul. its through the funk you will find it. no need to dream no time for pity. remember the good in your life. and just shake your ass bitches. im out.

haha. whats up niggas?

13 FUCKING DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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apparently im still an angry little boy.

oops.

i make music. dance music. stuff u can spill beer to. laugh to.

if u havent checked it out.

heres the link

www.myspace.com/cs714

i just posted my danzig rough remix sunday nite. all my tracks will be remixed and mastered before summers over.