john and i had an uberproductive day yesterday. but first, a recap ( Read more... )

i did a tarot reading on myself two nights ago right before going to bed. i think meditating every day has made the readings easier to..well...read. i asked if i'm going to find love soon. the first card i put down gave me a definitive answer: no. seriously. the first card's meaning literally was no, your desires will not be fulfilled. which ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good weekend. i didn't end up going to splash on friday because i was too tired. saturday i woke up early and went to yoga and then it was soooo beautiful outside when i got out so I called phil and angela and met up with them and we walked around and got chicken and rice and ate outside near astor place...walked down to best buy ( Read more... )

in other news...i did a tarot reading for myself on monday night before i went to bed and it was helpful. jake showed up (in the cards), next to him was deception, the breakup was below me and behind me, fear of lonliness was there, a warning not to be too prideful, a reassurance that i can in fact handle everything going on in my life right now, ( Read more... )

last night i took ecstasy for the first time. The primary effects of MDMA include feelings of openness, euphoria, empathy, love, and heightened self-awareness.

i will cut this because it is long, but it is worth reading.

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this is probably the last post i'll ever make from flat 8 ( Read more... )

behind this cut is a long pathetic emo entry.
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so i went to bed sometime around 2 or 3 and i woke up at 7:30 and i thought i was going to be up for good. i left itunes playing all night because i find it soothing now, so i got out of bed and turned it off and was up and about. but then i rolled over and looked at the clock and it was 1:40pm. i hate when that happens. i don't even remember ( Read more... )

so tomorrow means that it's april. who knew ( Read more... )

and i would just like to add...

love and hugs!