my mind and emotions feel jumbled ( Read more... )

i had a good weekend celebrating my favorite roommate's birthday...definitely one of the best birthday celebrations i've ever been privy to ( Read more... )

April is the cruelest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.

-T.S. Eliot, from "The Waste Land"

with my lips
i hope to make you feel
all the beauty i see

it's gentle
the way i brush your neck
because your skin's so soft

my hands placed
right below your navel
makes me feel like we're one

when we're here
laying in your bedroom
i feel love

behind this cut is a long pathetic emo entry.
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i'm so over the drama! travis is...i dunno...he seems crazy right now. like a light switch. one second apologizing the next second freaking out. i know he's under a lot of stress with graduating and leaving for 6 months and all that, but jesus, i can't really take it. he called me last night at midnight [which, first of all is kind of annoying ( Read more... )

last night i cried myself to sleep. i felt overwhelmingly lonely and pathetic. i slept on the futon because it's smaller and feels perhaps a little bit less like sleeping all alone. it's better than sleeping in my big bed all alone. i left death cab for cute - i will follow you into the dark on repeat all night. i couldn't bear to turn it off ( Read more... )

life is kinda crazy ( Read more... )

i was in a really bad mood when i got home from work so i turned off my phone and napped. when i woke up (around 8) and turned my phone back on i had a message from the couchsurfers who are staying here now (i had TOTALLY forgotten that they were coming!). so fernando and beth are here from chile, which is exciting. they're moving to nyc so they ( Read more... )

lol you're all so over me but i just have to say that i have the greatest boyfriend in the world and i'm totally...yea. you know.